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Follow the Pieces into Place.

Wed May 13, 2009, 8:14 PM

Mood: Longing
Listening to: My World- Sick Puppies
Reading: Msn Conversations
Watching: My Kitten be Annoying
Eating: Chocolate Muffin
Drinking: Nothing

Times a Fragile things we Seem to bend and Break.
We want to Erase the Past, Change the future, Refresh it all.

I myself once longed for a giant eraser to simply wash across my mind and soul, erase everything I ever knew.

But I think deeply of it now.

I've Had uphills battles and struggles all my life, moments id die to have erased at one point in time. I'm scarred, changed, broken, fixed, torn.

But Within all those moments of pain, hurt, sadness, loss and betrayal, I can look back and remember moments where I smiled so much my cheeks hurt, laughed so hard my stomach cramped and I cried. Moments where I wanted to swim in those moments forever on end.

I remember falling inlove for the first time. And I remember the good times, those unforgettable times before it all went to hell.

Yes, I've been cheated, betrayed, hurt, had my heart broken. What came out of that tho, are lessons and a miracle. I have a daughter.

Wrong person? Wrong time? Most likely. But Regret? Never.

She wasn't made as a spur of the moment, lust, two young lovers in the moment. She was made out of love, against all odds, she was made for reason, for lesson, for purpose.

I look back on my past. My directions, my decisions, what I've gone through, have all led me somewhere. It will always be an uphill battle, there will always be a mountain in my way for me to climb and surpass.

But it's led me to be a strong minded, heart'ed person and what I believe to be, a good mother.

Its led me to knowledge, experience, logic, strength, and a mature view on life.

It's led me to a second chance at a family and love.

My life ain't perfect, I'm not perfect, It's hard. I cry, I scream, I hate, I get Angry, I love, I stress...

But with the bad, comes at least an ounce of good i can be happy to have.

It can always be worse, much like it can always be better.

But if there's one thing I learned it is; Not to Regret Something that Once Made You smile.

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My Name? It's Angel, And I'm Not Perfect.
Love Doesn't seem to Want to Give me a Real Chance.
I Have an Amazing 21 month old Daughter Named Eva Fay, And she is a Blessing.
Personality wise,I’m Complex, hard to understand, and at times a handful. I understand how most things work and do not understand how my own mind does. I’ve made mistakes, I’ve hurt people without knowing or understanding how. I regret, and I change amongst my mistakes.
I miss the things I never gave the time to let wash over me. I miss the people I never fully gave chances to. I miss the pieces of me I gave away and can never get back. I miss certain things I HATE.
I’m the girl who wont put on a second face to impress. I’m the girl who forgives too often . I’m the girl, who looks strong in the moments she is slowly breaking to pieces.
I will always be direct and blunt, though besides such a fact I’m known to be a complete sweetheart.
I have a hard time letting go of the past, because I wish I could erase and change part of it.I fear the future and take the present with anxiety, but that’s never stopped me from stepping forward.
Although I have imperfections I am a person which I am proud to be.
I Know how hard Life is, I know How Cruel and How Unfair it Can be, But that's NEVER stopped me from accomplishing or working towards anything. I Know how to Survive, Hence to why I am here. I've got One Life, With its time Limited, I don't see it as time to live it up recklessly, without consideration or consequences. I've got one Life, to live as my own, and I'm going to make it a respectable one. For both My Daughter and I.
There are certain things I do not like sharing, and sometimes i dont get why.

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Current Residence: Ontario
Interests: Writing, Drawing, Painting.
Favourite movie: Tim Burton's.
Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga/Photography
Favourite game: Rpg's
Favourite cartoon character: Oh boy..thats a tough one
Personal Quote: Perfectly Imperfect, Is Perfection at It's Best Imperfections.